First of all I wanted to say sorry for everyone for being away from so long this didn't go to good after that week. One of my very close best friends past, that ex became homeless, I became homeless, and everything was starting to crumble in a way that just felt like there was no reason to keep trying. I admit I gave up. I worked 2 jobs and lived in my van.
   Losing my best friend was one of the most painful things that had happen to me this year. I mean I just saw him not even a day ago. He lost his life on a motorcycle when a truck driver failed to see him and crashed into him killing my best friend on the spot. My friend had on all his safety stuff and was not speeding. It was just bad timing I guess but man it hurt. It felt like I was drowning I couldn't breath It was a pain I always pray I never get.
   After losing him my ex texted me letting me know she was homeless. Now yes she did ignore me and got with another guy while with me. I know ppl think I am stupid and I probably am but I don't care. I can't let someone I know good or bad go homeless.
   I became homeless after leaving my home for good. No one was paying the bills but me and things were getting heavy fast electric, cable, etc was sky rocketing on prices and with no one helping this was getting out of hand and starting to hurt my credit. So I grabbed my keys and a few things to cloths and tooth brushing tools and left.
   With in a week I lost a friend, gained my ex agian, lost my home and had a shit load of debt. I was on the run from everyone and everything. So for the mouth of july/august I hid. If I needed a shower I would bath at work. I would sneak her to my old house if no one was home for her to shower. That is how things were for a bit. Food was whatever I could get out of the vending machine at work or scraps ppl would give me. I would go to the library to get on the computer to look up house to live in the area. Nothing gave so I kept looking this was the way it worked. This was where my life was at right now.