Hotrod's Blurty

from bad to worst part 2

Sat, 18 Oct 2008 00:21:46 GMT

   This has been a pretty bad time and well it didn't get better. I couldn't stand being dirty so I ended up looking for a hotel to rest once in a while. This was a bigger plus because I couldn't have my ex sleep be in the van 24 hours while I worked and etc. Thats just insane! Also knowing hotels were pricey I sent looking for a third part time job to have. I also heard that the streets were now owned by a few new other car clubs. My whole world was just upside down.
   I looked around for prices between hotels and motels and I decided hotel would be better due to cleanliness and better quality. Further more it was right across the street so it helped me out with work. That way I could get a good shower and go to work fast. Then my ex could watch tv look up jobs or whatever.
   The job search went fast after papa john hired me on the spot for a delivery driver. This was perfect with really flexible hours I wouldn't have to worry about it interfering with any other jobs. Plus cash in my pocket would be great.
   I did try to go out to the street crews for a bit there was a lot of new faces and the old faces didn't recognize me. I gain weight, grew a lot of hair with out a hair cut, plus drove a broken van rather then my sports car not to mention the sleeping girl in the passenger seat. None of the new ppl knew who I was though I would hear them talk about the turbo s2k that just disappear a while ago. Some ppl don't believe there ever was a turbo s2000. While the ones I said it was me just didn't believe me. It was irritating hearing that.
   Things just were not looking better any time soon...

from bad to worst part 1

Tue, 14 Oct 2008 03:17:36 GMT

   First of all I wanted to say sorry for everyone for being away from so long this didn't go to good after that week. One of my very close best friends past, that ex became homeless, I became homeless, and everything was starting to crumble in a way that just felt like there was no reason to keep trying. I admit I gave up. I worked 2 jobs and lived in my van.
   Losing my best friend was one of the most painful things that had happen to me this year. I mean I just saw him not even a day ago. He lost his life on a motorcycle when a truck driver failed to see him and crashed into him killing my best friend on the spot. My friend had on all his safety stuff and was not speeding. It was just bad timing I guess but man it hurt. It felt like I was drowning I couldn't breath It was a pain I always pray I never get.
   After losing him my ex texted me letting me know she was homeless. Now yes she did ignore me and got with another guy while with me. I know ppl think I am stupid and I probably am but I don't care. I can't let someone I know good or bad go homeless.
   I became homeless after leaving my home for good. No one was paying the bills but me and things were getting heavy fast electric, cable, etc was sky rocketing on prices and with no one helping this was getting out of hand and starting to hurt my credit. So I grabbed my keys and a few things to cloths and tooth brushing tools and left.
   With in a week I lost a friend, gained my ex agian, lost my home and had a shit load of debt. I was on the run from everyone and everything. So for the mouth of july/august I hid. If I needed a shower I would bath at work. I would sneak her to my old house if no one was home for her to shower. That is how things were for a bit. Food was whatever I could get out of the vending machine at work or scraps ppl would give me. I would go to the library to get on the computer to look up house to live in the area. Nothing gave so I kept looking this was the way it worked. This was where my life was at right now.

A bit nerves but I will never show it

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 02:00:49 GMT

As of recently I have been very nerves about the competition of having the car ready for these races. Taking on these teams will not be easy. We will be going up again rich ppl, fully sponsor ppl, thieves, and then other all out racers like my selves.
It wont be easy to be on top and the challenges will get annoying and hard. When I was leader of street styles every day someone was calling out my name in the street and somsone was always challenging my group. As of now I am undefeated in the circuit but I know one day I will lose. Nothing last forever, but I refuse to show my team this. I can and will take on anyone at any time if the time is right. I am not gonna race if I feel its some sorta set up or trick to do some sort of endangerment to ether me or my team. Its funny if they only knew how much I plan to make sure I make the right choices for them.

Everything I got

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 11:22:32 GMT

I have been looking into cart racing for practice. Its free and its close to the racing I will be in on the track. I have been running night and day thinking about it, practicing shift points. Exercises to stress more of racing movements. When my team ask me do I really think I can do this? The answer is the same as what it was 5 years ago! Hell yea I been doing it since then I can do it now at a higher level.
Just because things get harder doesn't mean I am ready to give up! I am to stubborn to give up and I don't know when to quit. I will give everything I got and u best believe I will not lose with out a hell of fight. I have faith in this journey that I will be one of the best racers well known! That is my goal! I want to work for it too! NO handouts! I can get here on my own steam!

Back in the day: Car Pics!

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 08:10:58 GMT

here are a few pics of the s2000. These are the specs as of now. Engine is all stock, hard top, custom gears in both the tranny and rear, gutted cat, and tein lower springs. All this was with the car before I purchased it at the dealership. The previous owner used this car for drifting. (he did more harm then good but with rich parents I guess it doesn't really matter! I met the kid later on down the road!) Its a 2001 honda s2000 and I named it silver sonic!
and here are pics of the 1997 mazda mpv all stock and very damaged. The mazda name is Muzzy! (the hanger adds horse power no really it does! j/k

Fire works???

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 07:54:55 GMT

Im trying to figure out a problem I had as of recently. I believe I may have gotten a few friends up set. Maybe I am being misunderstood with this level thing. What I mean by that are I can't stand ppl who always need money and never pay it back in anyway, when they need a ride all the time but never to anything to show appreciation. Free loading like tomrrow is garanteed. Its not! They don't know where they are going or what they are doing. Just always help help help but no where to be found to lend u a hand. I dunno maybe this is a mistake to think this way. Im not one of those ppl and I will never be. I appreciate when ppl help me and I don't take em for granted.
As for dating the more I think about it the more I have to say I stand behind it. Through my dating life I have dated all types of women and been in relationship with women of different ideas. None of them were like my own. That is where I am messing up! I can't be in a relationship with a girl who isn't behind me or atleast going the same way I am. It would just be waisting time! So if I am doing something that isn't normal then normal will never cut it. Someone will be hurt (probably me because I tend to do to much for a girl) and I refuse to let that happen when I know I am worth a lot more then what they are treating me. As for everyone else that is into that thats cool! They should be like that but they should understand its a huge difference. I never fit in with the crowd and I never fit in with most of the ppl I know because we arent the same, not saying thats a bad things. I like individuality but not in a relationship. I don't know anyone that has worked like that and I don't care if they do or not they aren't me. Im not a follower Im around leader or loner type. Its been with me forever im just now figuring things out after being screwed over so many times, Im the one firing off. ( one kid doesn't fit in with the rest never have never will)

Unexpected blessings!

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 11:22:32 GMT

Things have been a little hectic! I just refuse to let anyone get the best of me again. I wont hold back on ppl anymore so I am giving 100% everything I have to blow the competition out of the water. Its been hard to keep it up too! I have been looking a lot at myself in my third person and I have been analsising my self to try and avoid making the same mistakes.
With the whole ring insident I am pretty sure I wont be able to be in the fast and furious movie now but that was my mistake in trusting someone like that. But now being out of the movie this means now my car doesn't have to be top notch. So this means instead of my custom engine work now I can get back on track with my racing career and put that money into my amatur license. This will put me in cart events. Further more the extra money will help me get my house! Woot what a unexpected blessing! Things are looking up! Way up!

Bitch please

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 11:22:32 GMT

I was at work and apparently everyone seems to be getting kicks now that I have been getting smaller. Jessie was the first bitch on my list. This fool had the nerve to keep talking shit to me. Saying I can't get a girl and so. I was like bitch are u crazy? I can have a girl whenever I wish, unlike u who looks freakish. After everyone laughed at him he then stood in the front door way in front of me and look down. I stared up and told him to keep it up I got no problem climbing up there to beam his ass in the eye.
Then his buddy Bill comes up! Hey Dorian I like ur sideburns in a smart ass way. I told him Yea I like my fucken sideburns too! Oh don't blow a gasket Dorian! Old man u got something worth listening too or are u gonna let ur dentures keep yapin?After more ppl laugh they decided to get off my case for a bit. 30 mins later BOOm! Dorian come to the office Dorian to the office! I was like wtf?? One of the top ppl have heard some info about how I have been lately so I was have to take mentoring classes at work now. BAH Bum Bug! Not my fault those two werent strong enough to take me on! Bitches!

Body and mind work out!

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 02:00:33 GMT

Its been every day I been working out in the gym to get myself in shape. Its been doing good also sparing classes are helping me as well. Its been tough some times but I have been making good progress. I also have been periodically giving my self time to just chill to myself. Trying to clear my thoughts and just recharge myself.
This has been good to help me with plans I need to do to keep up with my ideals and goals. This also helps me from burning myself out! Both my body and mind has changed a great deal and have seem to have gotten stronger. I can lift more, run faster, fuck harder, and think clearer. This should help me better to filling up the leadership shoes a bit better.

Back in the day: Out me and my Racing

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 02:59:32 GMT

I have been writing beginning to finish threads for my cars to help out a few websites on how to get where I am at. I will post the entries up here as well. Even though I am really far past here on my car this should help out some! If I ever need reference!

Hello my name is Dorian. I am currently 24 and working 2 jobs to fund this project. I have no sponsors no rich parents and lots of bills! With that said and done I have always wanted to racer professionally as a career. I been into cars since I was born starting with the classic Transformers, speed racer, and sonic the hedgehog cartoons. In Elementary anything cars or robotic was my thing I love customizing them to my likings. Middle school I like wood shop and tech making little wooden battery powered cars, rockets, and etc. High school my major was Automotive and Art Making things unique. College after switching so many majors I decided to go to automotive where I graduated with my degree. After working on cars for so many years in different jobs I wanted a new approach. I prefer being behind the wheel rather then under it. Learning new techniques, shift points, etc. So This car out of my previous one is gonna be a street legal racer car. Well street legal for now at least. I picked a 2001 S2000 for two reasons. One I don't wanna have something that everyone else has I want to do something different. I haven't seen many ppl do much mod with a s2k. Secondly I wanted to do something on a high dollar side not to expensive but not common ether. I mean its a nice ride good interior, nice look, 50/50 weight, high rpm it has some good stock features. This will be the project race car. Now my beater is a 1997 Mazda mpv all beat up and crappy looking. I'm sure when the s2k is out for major mods I will have some free time to work on the Mazda just for the heck of it. Once u see pictures of both cars u will see what I mean. This thread is kinda like a start to finish thread. My goal is to have both cars done by the end of the year if not early next year about march 09. I will have photos up shortly I will keep updating as progress continues.